Turns out being existentially tortured for years (...not to brag...) is excellent training to get to the root of things. You ask enough questions that you start to see the recurring, deeper patterns shaping our lives and world. I help us see the survival patterns we've inherited and explore how to shift our personal reality, for good.
a clinically existential ex-clinician who traded diagnosing symptoms for decoding patterns.
Hey, I'm chrissy
The detours, the dead ends, the 3am existential crises? Turns out I had to get lost to find my way back to myself. Here's the director's cut...
Every life phase is a hero's journey.
Mine took quite the scenic route.
A classic self-discovery tale, with plenty of plot twists.
My hero's journey
Chapter I:
The Ordinary World
the Prescribed path
I was living the life I was trained to want.
I'm in my 20s. I go to grad school, get a Master's degree, have a 9-to-5 job, start a marriage, get an affordable apartment chosen to pay down student debt. None of it quite felt right. None of it was coming from me. My body knew before I did: unexplained chronic pain, panic attacks, a persistent feeling of being lost and broken. From the moment I stepped into adulthood, where you start to create your own life, something in me started to rebel.
Chapter II:
The Initiation
answering the call
I crossed the threshold into the unknown.
I realized I needed to start acting on what I felt was right for me. I started my own business. I coached for years and trained in modality after modality, working for wellness-related startups, still practicing as an OT along the way. I ended my marriage and moved across the country. The whole time, I learned from the best teacher: experience. Each step brought me closer to myself, my true nature, and what I really wanted.
Chapter III:
The Ordeal
bridging the gap
Knowing my truth wasn't the same as living it.
For all the way's I'd grown, my outer life still didn't fully match what I knew I was capable of. I'd forge a new path in life and then burn it down, again and again. The pain of the gap kept intensifying and I didn't know what more I could possibly do. Just in time, I met Dr. Sam Rader and discovered her Source Code methodology. There was nothing else "to do" but let go. In 6 months of coding work with her, we shifted the deepest, most stubborn patterns interfering with my life in a way like nothing else ever had. I was finally...me.
Chapter IV:
The Reward
a force of nature
The true nature of life and myself became clear.
Learning about the 12 innocent, inherited patterns that invisibly shape our lives and the world around us made everything make sense. Source Code names these codes underlying life that we can't see, but control what we perceive. When we name them then we can see them, when we see them then we can do something about them. My truest life began falling into place without force. The most loving partner, financial ease, and the creative clarity I'd been waiting for...
Chapter V:
The Resurrection
Living in alignment
When you know better, you do better.
After experiencing Source Code, there was no going back. I spent a year training under Dr. Sam to become a certified Source Code practitioner. Now, my work focuses on shifting these patterns in two ways: I write to help people recognize the invisible patterns shaping their lives and our world and I hold coding sessions to help them dissolve those patterns in their own lives.
Chapter V:
The Elixir
The next chapter is yours.
The protective patterns you inherited weren't your choice, but resolving them is. There's a gentle, precise, lasting way to do it. If you can sense the gap between the life you know you're called to have and the one you're living, you're one choice away from shifting what's in your way, for good.
Decode the patterns
Coding sessions use a precise framework and method to decode the glitchy patterns interfering with your life and set free the force of true nature that wants to get you into alignment. It's not therapy nor is it coaching, but a groundbreaking approach to getting unstuck.
Discover the patterns
My substack, Force of Nature, contains essays, audios, and general works decoding the invisible patterns shaping our lives and culture. Connect with others who also want to understand and attune to the deeper design in all of this.
"I feel like I don't even recognize myself because the new and true me is doing things without anyone's permission!"
THE REVIEWS
Jessie B.
Officially...
On a quest to better understand the ups and downs of her own life journey, Chrissy became endlessly fascinated with the deepest existential and philosophical life questions. She's spent over a decade studying systems and modalities that bridge science with spirituality to make sense of the human condition and nature of life.
Chrissy's professional credentials include a background as a licensed Occupational Therapist (M.S.) prior to expanding her scope of expertise through study or certification in Life & Success Coaching, Neuro-Linguistic Programming (NLP), Hypnotherapy, Emotional Freedom Technique (EFT), Lifestyle Redesign®, and The Gene Keys. Chrissy most recently became certified in Dr. Sam's Source Code method, which is the sole modality she uses to support others to create lasting changes in their life.
Chrissy has spent years helping hundreds of people worldwide and has been featured in 25+ wellness podcasts and global publications, including Halle Berry's re-spin, Arianna Huffington's Thrive Global, and Authority Magazine. When not coding, you can catch her nerding out over how the universal wisdom and energetic patterns of reality are hidden in our favorite TV shows, films, and books on her Force of Nature substack.
Fun fact: Chrissy began her professional life as a competitive dancer, placing 4th in the 2008 World Tap Championships.
